I haven’t blogged on clamorous mind for more than a year! But I’m back now.
Since I’ve been away, I’ve learned that I am dyscalculic.
Dyscalculia = struggle to learn, confusion.
I struggle to put what’s in my mind into writing. I’m filled with thoughts, feelings, stories, but when I try to convey them on paper or even through words, I flounder. This is torture.
Daily: Left brain fights with right brain. No communication between them. 😦
Like a couple on the brink of divorce, not able to work out their differences. If only they knew how much they need each other.
This leads me to despair at times. I learn with difficultly. Whether I use my brain for learning or for fun, there is conflict.
I’m going to fight.
I’m going to write.
I’m going to try even through the fog.